I had an omelette with some spinach/rocket and tomatoes and peas and corn and it was really good (and absolutely HUUUGE) but now I’m hungry again and desperately trying to think of something to eat that won’t derail me…it feels like everything in my kitchen is just empty carbs and empty calories.
one day…
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Day One: 5/6/11
it’s only around 6pm, but I’ve stuck to my plan pretty well so far, so I’m pleased.
Coffee (2): 30
10 cherry tomatoes: 25
Omelette: 300 or so
mashed potato: around 80?
avocado: 80
crumpet: 150
so I’m at 665 for the moment, dunno what’s happening with dinner. Also I’ve done two sets of those exercises since this morning, first time I’ve used my abs in a LONG TIME, that little ache feels nice.
and to top it off, I’ve only had two cigarettes so far, and I got a much better mark than I was expecting for one of my uni subjects. obviously i shouldn’t have had that crumpet, and avocado is a bit of a weakness of mine, but I’m still feeling positive.
I hope everyone else has had a good day too :)
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I’d love to have someone on for these twenty days (first step’s the hardest and all that) :)
You’re always stronger than you think you are.
here’s hoping!
intro post
seems like most people do these, so I thought I might as well too.
My name is Isobel and I’m 19 years old, 20 in December. I’m currently in my first year at the University of Sydney. Chronic binge-eater, trying to make changes. The last time I seriously worked on my weight was ‘09, during a pretty bad time for me emotionally. I had a falling-out with my best friend, started smoking, felt terrible about myself. I feel like I’m a lot stronger now, but I’ve only gained since then and I don’t think I’ll ever really be a happy and confident person unless I do deal with this.
Said ex-best friend who I’m now happily on good terms with, and another very good friend of mine, who both live in another city, are visiting in 20 days, so my shortest term goal is to make it to the 24th without bingeing. If I can manage that, surely I can do another 345 days of counting cals and losing weight :)
Smoker, 420 friendly (munchies un-friendly :P), probably won’t ever be skinny, but at the moment I just want to stop feeling like a worthless mess.
